Volume 2

Yeah got another one
NightXHours It's a bit personal though
But look (Yeah)

I'm shopping at the mall I got my bag
I went through hell for all you don't know that
And now I'm glowing I got bitches on me
And now show she want to come back I said fuck that

Always awake and I know I'm alive
That's not my point I'm not feeling alive
Got to get high all the time to get by
Or do I die cause I'm losing my mind
Dated a bitch but It dint helped me
It wasn't for me did not know how I feel
What are the odds when it's always the same
Don't give a fuck ima toss it away

I just lay down and I stare at the moon
I'm in a void feels like I'm in a room
Always confused never know what to do
I just be hoping that it will end soon
Feels like I lost a big part of my soul
I do not feel anything like a ghost
Always awake and I know I'm alive
That's not my point I'm not feeling alive

Changing a-lot and I'm always so down
The world around me feel like its going down
Money is up but I'm still feeling so down
All of my thoughts I'm just writing them down
How does it feel to just lose it at once
Stuck in a room I know I got no one
They are not here they not holding me down
Jump off a cliff I just wanna go drown

I'm rolling I'm rolling all night all the time
Everyone smokes cause they want to escape
Need to survive every night every day
Demons will dance on the road turn away
How can I know you're someone to trust
Twenty four seven they go one by one
Shout out to Jay and my cousin day one
VTNA lost souls roll a blunt

No one to trust need to go on alone
Declining the calls everyone on my phone
I lost a bro and I couldn't let go
I'm in the streets but I live in my zone
I do not know what it feels like to love
At-least I got everything that I want
All of the problems I had to confront
Putting my life on the line everytime

I'm taking a cruise when I'm driving the subi
23 now and I'm learning a-lot
I already know that its never enough
May 28 was the start of it all
Look at you now you recycle yourself
Sharing your body with everyone else
I know a fact that was already said
I am not someone you cannot forget

Told me you love me you got me fucked up
How many times did you do me so wrong
You picked another so I did the same
Was at the bottom you left me again
A couple of years and I finally got up
All of homies they helped me get up
Shout out to Ari the real one I had
She was the one by my side all I had

Thank you so much couldn't cherish enough
You're hearing this song couldn't thank you enough
You're not here but I hope you're alright
It's been a while but I'm doing alright
Never forget you was checking on me
When I was so low and I swallowed the pills
You was only the one who knew what I did
If you need me I will let you back in

I know I said I can't let go
But honestly don't want to show
My weakness in reality
And with all these memories
I don't even mean to pry
But lately I've been very gloomy
Another road block in my life
I will manage to get by

Always smoking nicotine
Cause it help's me to set me free
With all the shit I had to see
I remember every scene
Need to let go of the rope
But I hold on it gives me hope
I hold on tight and not let go
At the same time I don't know

Always awake and I know I'm alive
That's not my point I'm not feeling alive
Got to get high all the time to get by
Or do I die cause I'm losing my mind
Dated a bitch but It dint helped me
It wasn't for me did not know how I feel
What are the odds when it's always the same
Don't give a fuck ima toss it away

Shout to my real ones
Shout to everyone who was there for me that time
I love you all