Him & Her

If I'm being there for you
It doesn't mean that I'm so stupid
All that shit we been through
Didn't consider it
As part of the benefit
I thought you promised
That you'll be there for me
That you'll be there for we
I remember
When you said
You ain't gonna leave
But lately
I don't feel the same way
That I used to
A single person
Chipped in to my change
And that's you
At a certain point
You make think that life is hard
The real ones stay close
And keep on saying that it's not
Deep down my heart
I knew that love
Don't last forever
When was the last time
That I saw you
I don't remember
I was lonely
Telling you how I feel
That's what I recall
But then
You had to hold me close
You told me that you're different
Different from the rest
And you will never
Let me go and you'll never let me
We have been dating online
Before you paid a visit
I was happy
Thinking of you
Cause
You used to be
My point of interest
But before you came
You called
We texted
We talked
It wasn't that big deal
I have been thinking its a joke
Until you said
You are to hop
A taxi
That's when I felt
That these things are getting way more serious
On your way
I had to ask
Where you are to sleep
I said don't worry
I will find a way
And make it quick
I started thinking
Of a plan
Thinking what should I do
Me and my bro
We gave it a thought
Then we had to keep it cool
Finally we had to agree
On telling my older cousin
Deals are deals
Even though problems might be caused
She said it was just fine
Better keep the sh*t low key
I'm trouble some
To everybody who think that know me
On our family issue
We had to party that night
We contributed some money
Getting drunk was a must
Everything was in place
Just like the way we had to plan
Never felt of being panicking
Cause I thought I found the one
It was an 8hr journey
It was long way drive
My heart kept singing
I will never be single for life
Being my first time
To see you
It was something way too special
Couldn't rate the love I had for you
Ain't got no ratio
But today
I do sing another song
Just had an argument
Never knew what went wrong
If you got time
You got to talk to me
I never changed
I'm still the same
I hope you know the real me
The matter of saying fact
I know that you moved on
I'm growing daily
And I'm turning much strong
Was it the love you had for me
That made you bunk out of school
Me and your cousin were the only people who knew
And I had hope
Coz we used to be a team
Going live together
Celebrating for my stream
Making money with my talent
That was the biggest dream
If I convey you like the light
By now it could be dim
You were with me from the beginning
How come you just left
I know this is life
What so ever comes I accept
Or maybe i did you wrong
But now where are you
Just talk to me directly
Stop running from the truth
I hope now you got the one
You have been looking for
Its me and my music
The only stuff I'm looking forward to
People see me like a fool
Coz you caused pain
I made my mind so sure
I ain't gonna return
If you're the one who changed
Do you expect me to be the same?
For part, I tried
Ain't enduring this game
You hurt me and hurt me
You hurt me multiple times
Even when I see your pictures
I think about writing rhymes
This shit still hurts
And I don't think I need love
To the people that I bragged to
When they see me they just laugh
I learnt a lot
Out of this heartbreak that I keep in mind
It's savage mode everyday
I ain't tryna be kind

You caused me pain
You caused me pain