Rosacea

Fuck
I don't even know what to say, all imma say is like,
I'm too happy making this shit it's like
Lots of people don't get that this music shit is an outlet for me
I love talking about my life, my stories, my experiences, my everything
And then turning it into this piece of art
and then showing the world that's a different kind of feeling for me
Holy shit, here we go

All of my options are low,
Man it's so hard to see
I'm just coming up slow,
It's getting hard to breathe

I think I'm an OD,
Sad lil life Lil Peep
I'm just rolling deep,
Rolling up this weed

I'm so high that I think that I'm Jesus part the sea
That is false belief, clean my sins and wash me clean
All these other sins in my brain they're running real (too real)
I'm at war with demons praying angels take the wheel

Touched her soul, now I'm burning (I'm burnin)
Messed with some fire, now I'm learning
I'm tired, I'm loaded
Spent all my love in the open

Left me, so broken
Love I had for you, unspoken
Miss your hips, moving ocean (Moving ocean)
All the daily love and emotions (mmm)

Sometimes I cry and wonder why we couldn't work (Really wish we would)
Some part of me tells me to wait, but God it hurts (Oh no)

Holy spirit help me please,
I pray at night I'm on my knees (On my knees)
Kodak shit like Jesus please,
I'm bout to pass quick, R.I.P. (mmm)

Sometimes I cry and wonder why we couldn't work (Really wish we could)
Some part of me tells me to wait, but God it hurts (Oh no)

Holy spirit help me please,
I pray at night I'm on my knees (On my knees)
Kodak shit like Jesus please
I'm bout to pass quick, R.I.P.

Never again, you told me it's over and now I'm upset, now I'm upset (Really wish we could)
Came running back, spilled all my emotions on Halloween night, and now I'm a mess

I really prayed to God,
that you would want me back
But God has plans for me,
My heart feels full of lead (Full of lead)

I don't think that you care (You do not care)
You lie and say you do (No you don't)
But I have this gut feeling that you'd be happier
If I was

Dead,
If I were dead
If I was dead
If I were dead

If I never woke up the next day out of bed
Your sister gives you the news,
That Jet rose is dead

If I were dead
If I was dead
If I woke dead
If I was dead

Thank you for changing me
uhh,
Thank you for making me a better man
Thank you for letting me feel love for the first time
I will love you,
probably forever

Love this girl bro