On To Something...

Dove down deep now I'm tryna resurface
Remedied the piece of me that said I'm not worth it

But as I go to put my feet up in my chair
My lungs scream that they're running out of air

My eyes dart around the room in search of problems
With the hopes that I'll identify and solve em
And then it hits me as I go to grab my phone
I have no idea how to be alone

I think I'm on to something
Let's see where this thing goes
My God it's work confronting
all the kinks in the hose

I think I'm on to something
Let's see where this thing goes
I'm only a 20-something, yeah
But it's kind of getting old

I guess my tendency is hiding from my thoughts in everybody else
I guess I'm codependent in the sense that I don't know myself
My kindness is a currency that's counterfeit
That inner monologue is spewing on and on
No matter how much work I do on it
This seems ridiculous
To pick myself apart and put it on the internet
From heart to pen to page to ears
I question my intent
What percent is for attention, what percent my benefit?

I think I'm on to something
Let's see where this thing goes
My God it's work confronting
all the kinks in the hose

I think I'm on to something
Let's see where this thing goes
I'm only a 20-something, yeah
But it's kind of getting old

Cry for me
My story is brutal
Cheer for me
Give me approval
I'm starting to get it from you
I'm starting to get it from you
Is this why I do what I do?
Is this why I do what I do?

You know what, I think that I'm doing it again right now...
FUCK

I think that I know nothing
No clue where this will go
Maybe I'll make it safely
Or get caught in the undertow

But when the show is over
And silence follows me home
I'll go back to where I started
and sing for myself on my...