I Love You To Death (But I'm Still Alive)
You ruined everything
You ruined everything
There was so much of me in so much of you
Now I'm pacing in circles, wondering what to do
You ruined everything
You ruined everything
At first I was mad and that's how I should've stayed
Now I finally wear the skin of the one that got away
How could I just not see?
You were sitting right in front of me
I looked down for a second and you turned into our dads
I love the rage not the violence, love your face getting red
But your eyes went pitch black
A shiver ran through me
I remembered that's what it felt like
To live in fear his lightning will strike
I bet you think I left because shit got hard
If that was the truth I would've left in the start
You ruined everything
You ruined everything
You ruined everything
There was so much of me in so much of you
Now I'm pacing in circles, wondering what to do
You ruined everything
You ruined everything
At first I was mad and that's how I should've stayed
Now I finally wear the skin of the one that got away
Honestly if feels like sacrilege to compare
I made sure you're almost nothing like my dad
But I watched him rot, I saw him when he was a nice
Self destructive guy with mommy issues
Like you
And I promised to help but I can't solve your life
God know I tried
You ruined everything
You ruined everything
You ruined everything
There was so much of me in so much of you
Now I'm pacing in circles, wondering what to do
You ruined everything
You ruined everything
At first I was mad and that's how I should've stayed
Now I finally wear the skin of the one that got away
You ruined everything
The break up was a mercy killing
I love you to death but I'm still alive
I'm the one who has to live with this feeling inside
You got a girl now, you get to relearn to love ugly
And no one fits the hole I dug in me
So there was a place for yours in my personal tragedies
Cause we were everything, we were one
But I was never one to let the other half betray us
I made up my mind, every time
Every chance along the way up
You know what they say, fuck
Everything
You ruined everything
You ruined everything
There was so much of you in so muc of me
Now I'm pacing in circles, wondering what to believe
You ruined everything
You ruined everything
At first I was mad and that's how I should've stayed
Now I finally wear the skin of the one that got away
You ruined everything
You ruined everything
There was so much of me in so much of you
Now I'm pacing in circles, wondering what to do
You ruined everything
You ruined everything
At first I was mad and that's how I should've stayed
Now I finally wear the skin of the one that got away
You ruined everything
You ruined everything
There was so much of me in so much of you
Now I'm pacing in circles, wondering what to do
You ruined everything
You ruined everything
At first I was mad and that's how I should've stayed
Now I finally wear the skin of the one that got away
How could I just not see?
You were sitting right in front of me
I looked down for a second and you turned into our dads
I love the rage not the violence, love your face getting red
But your eyes went pitch black
A shiver ran through me
I remembered that's what it felt like
To live in fear his lightning will strike
I bet you think I left because shit got hard
If that was the truth I would've left in the start
You ruined everything
You ruined everything
You ruined everything
There was so much of me in so much of you
Now I'm pacing in circles, wondering what to do
You ruined everything
You ruined everything
At first I was mad and that's how I should've stayed
Now I finally wear the skin of the one that got away
Honestly if feels like sacrilege to compare
I made sure you're almost nothing like my dad
But I watched him rot, I saw him when he was a nice
Self destructive guy with mommy issues
Like you
And I promised to help but I can't solve your life
God know I tried
You ruined everything
You ruined everything
You ruined everything
There was so much of me in so much of you
Now I'm pacing in circles, wondering what to do
You ruined everything
You ruined everything
At first I was mad and that's how I should've stayed
Now I finally wear the skin of the one that got away
You ruined everything
The break up was a mercy killing
I love you to death but I'm still alive
I'm the one who has to live with this feeling inside
You got a girl now, you get to relearn to love ugly
And no one fits the hole I dug in me
So there was a place for yours in my personal tragedies
Cause we were everything, we were one
But I was never one to let the other half betray us
I made up my mind, every time
Every chance along the way up
You know what they say, fuck
Everything
You ruined everything
You ruined everything
There was so much of you in so muc of me
Now I'm pacing in circles, wondering what to believe
You ruined everything
You ruined everything
At first I was mad and that's how I should've stayed
Now I finally wear the skin of the one that got away
You ruined everything
You ruined everything
There was so much of me in so much of you
Now I'm pacing in circles, wondering what to do
You ruined everything
You ruined everything
At first I was mad and that's how I should've stayed
Now I finally wear the skin of the one that got away
You ruined everything
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Writer(s): Florian Cardoso
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