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I hate to say goodbye cause the moment that I leave my anxiety starts to climb
Wide awake, stay up all night
Hoping you reply 'cause I know you're online
I realise how my unhealthy attachments lead to disappointment
I don't mind cause the moment that I leave my anxiety starts to climb

Couple years later, you're still the only girl in my mind
I know you're moving on but my head's thinking we still might
Get back together someday while smoking under street lights
Comfort you til morning when you call me in the late night
It's scary when you don't reply, I spiral, lose my appetite
Resisting the urge, to constantly apologise
I never wanted this to end, defending my own mental health
I thought that space would help but now I just wanna kill myself
Still watching the sunrise, regret times that I lied
Smoking up while my favourite songs play and make me cry
Don't want to give up despite the fact I know you won't try
I still see you online, this is just the reprise
Choking up while thinking about how you wanna cut ties
Choking up while thinking about you with some other guy
Just carry on pretending everything is alright

I hate to say goodbye cause the moment that I leave, my anxiety starts to climb
Wide awake, stay up all night
Hoping you reply cause I know you're online
I realise that my unhealthy attachments lead to disappointment
I don't mind cause the moment that I leave my anxiety starts to climb

She called me confusing, are my feelings not clear now?
I still fucking love you, can you just come back here now?
Why am I still chasing like it hasn't been years now?
Honestly Im terrified the end is getting near now
I'm so insecure and I find it so easy
To convince my self that you hate me
Smoke and scream til it's hard to breathe
Cause I'm so scared that soon you'll leave me again

Cause the moment that you leave my anxiety starts to climb
Hoping you reply, I know you're online
my unhealthy attachments lead to disappointment
Cause the moment that you leave my anxiety starts to climb

Vulnerability peaks abilities to write sad rhymes but
I hate knowing people are judging feelings I disguise
Put my scary thoughts into lyrics under the spotlight
Under the spotlight
Constant victims to timing, but always have a sick time
I miss how things used to be back when we got this shit right
I wish getting better didn't mean getting over you
I wish getting better didn't mean getting over you
I wish getting better didn't mean getting over you
I wish getting better didn't mean getting over you



Credits
Writer(s): Connor-james Harvey
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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