Never Really There

Hey hi how is it going now?

Was only yesterday when you finally told me
I pictured everything falling far away
It's how it's supposed to be
But that doesn't help me
I guess it's a spring thing
Cuz you're just leaving

If it's just a dream then I'm glad it's spring
Your scent in my hair like pollen everywhere
It's in the clouds above the trees
It's in the birds and the bees
It feels so good somewhere
I don't think you care

Holding out my heart, but I'm feeling really scared
Cuz I could give it all while you still have some to spare
And if I were to cry would you even really care?
This hurts for me to try cuz you're never really there
Holding out my heart, but I'm feeling really scared
Cuz I could give it all while you still have some to spare
And if I were to cry would you even really care?
This hurts for me to try cuz you're never really there

(whistle with me?)

Waiting on someone doesn't feel like home.
I give it time and space but also everything
I'm trying hard to let it go
The feeling is there I know
I take my time breathing, but you're still singing

da da da~

A different time and place, would that change a thing?
The way you're loving me with all this empty space
It's all the life we bring and what we're taught growing
It's your familiar pace, but it doesn't feel safe

Holding out my heart, but I'm feeling really scared
Cuz I could give it all while you still have some to spare
And if I were to cry would you even really care?
This hurts for me to try cuz you're never really there
Holding out my heart, but I'm feeling really scared
Cuz I could give it all while you still have some to spare
And if I were to cry would you even really care?
This hurts for me to try cuz you're never really there

(time to dance?)
yay:)

Holding out my heart, but I'm feeling really scared
Cuz I could give it all while you still have some to spare
And if I were to cry would you even really care?
This hurts for me to try cuz you're never really there
Holding out my heart, but I'm feeling really scared
Cuz I could give it all while you still have some to spare
And if I were to cry would you even really care?
This hurts for me to try cuz you're never really there

Don't I know now?
Don't I know?
Don't I know now?
Don't I know?
Don't I know now?
Don't I know?

Do you listen to your intuition?
Do you listen when your body tells you that someone isn't safe?
You deserve warm people who love you and make you feel safe.

Warmth,
GVA



Credits
Writer(s): Gray A
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