I'm Not Bitter

Took a dive
Then I took another one
And I never came up

Since I didn't know
What was up and what was down
Chose a path and stuck to it

But every time that I feel it
I know it just as alright to conceal it
So I take another breathe before I do it all over again
Don't know what I'm asking for but I know shouldn't complain

I'm not bitter
But I don't wanna feel the same way
I never considered
That maybe I was the one to blame
Now I know
I wasn't missing you, I just missed myself
But here I am again

This won't be the last time probably
Might be back here before I know it
And with a little bit of help
I could resurface myself
Give your hand and I'll take it
'Cause I'll always bounce back if you let me
And I try not to forget so easily

And take something with me every time
To make an easier climb

I'm not bitter
But I don't wanna feel the same way
I never considered
That maybe I was the one to blame
Now I know
I wasn't missing you, I just missed myself
But here I am again

It's not about the thickness of my skin
When the only thing it takes is to let you in
It's not with or without you baby
No, it's never without you
Open up my heart, you can look around
Sure you can find something yet unfound
It's not with or without you
No it's never without you

I'm not bitter
But I don't wanna feel the same way
I never considered
That maybe I was the one to blame
Now I know
I wasn't missing you, I just missed myself
But here I am again