Do You?

I'm a broken mess, I know I'm complicated
I'm a lone wolf, proud of being miss independent
But you
I tried to keep you at arm's length
But you
You sail my highest seas, my deepest ends

I live to play with love
Shameful but that's how I heal
I mirror their emotions
Run away when it gets real
But you
Make me question how I feel about you
You find the road to expose my innocence

I confess
I like you more than I'd like to address
And in the most dysfunctional ways
I push you away
Not to say
I am terrified of falling in love again
There's these feelings
I don't want to undress
But I'm getting tired of trying to convince myself
Of keeping it physical logical

Tell me, what happens in the dark
Our bodies entwine and I dive into you
Do you feel the same that I do?
Do you miss me in your arms
When it's her and not me melting into you?
Do you feel the same that I do?
Baby, I do, Baby, I do, I do

I tried the real shit
Thought I found the real deal
Hearts got broken
Now numb is all I feel
But us
We're poles apart
A moth to a flame
A little fun
You wouldn't break into my heart

Now I'm swimming in your eyes
Wondering what I'm doing here
We're all kinds of wrong
Against all odds I keep you near
It's true
But it won't work between me and you
I tell myself
While you break my walls and common sense

I confess
I like you more than I'd like to address
And in the most dysfunctional ways
I push you away
Not to say
I am terrified of falling in love again
There's these feelings
I want you to undress
So I can stop convincing myself
That this is only physical illogical

Tell me, what happens in the dark
Our bodies entwine and I dive into you
Do you feel the same that I do?
Do you miss me in your arms
When it's her and not me melting into you?
Do you feel the same that I do?
Baby, I do, baby, I do, I do