Misery

This shit is misery, losing right before my eyes
That shit was damaging, somewhere out here all alone
I feel abandonment, keep replaying it in my head
This shit insanity, life without you in it odd

Shit feel differently, holding, grudges in my heart
What's this energy, they all keep calling my phone
What they want from me, hello, what you calling for
My feelings, I ain't got no more, they don't call no more

See this world fake, it's never been a fan to me
All I do is keep it real and somehow I'm the enemy
Call me crazy, say I'm tripping, look at how they label me
Say I'm in my feelings, duh, fuck else I'm supposed to be

Billion dollar ideas on my mind before this tragedy
It's a shame you really had to die with all that energy
But it's okay, I ain't shit, forgive me father, I have sinned
One day we gon' make it straight, until then keep your family safe, okay

Uh-huh, uh-uh-uh, uh-uh-uh, uh-uh-uh, uh-uh-uh, uh-uh-uh
Uh-huh, uh-uh-uh, uh-uh-uh, uh-uh-uh, uh-uh-uh
I got a ocean forming on my face, cause life done got too rough
All this grief I'm holding on to inside, it tore me up

Never cried when my daughter died, but that shit fucked me up
Society told me to wipe my eyes, I gotta toughen up
See your girl the one who get to cry, you better make them bucks
And if you don't triple up your worth now, you wasn't man enough

These are thoughts I keep on thinking
Heartbreak in my cup, mmm, I just keep on drinking
Sadness in my blood, mmm, I just keep on cheefing
All that kept inside, mmm, she can't tell I'm grieving

She just wants her lover back and she feel so depleted
Life done got too hard for us, we looking for a reason
Please give us a reason
This shit is misery

Losing right before my eyes
This shit was damaging
Somewhere out here all alone
I feel abandonment

Keep replaying it in my head
This shit insanity
Life without you in it, I
Shit feel differently

Hold grudges in my heart
This shit was hard
Say, I just wanna thank everybody who
What they want from me

Call my phone during the hour
I'm feeling
I ain't got no more
Rough time in my life, you know

Mmm, I know like
I haven't been very vocal of it lately
But I appreciate everybody that called
I made this song for everybody who, um

Lost somebody or was going through tough times
Now pass me that blunt, my nigga
Just ride with me, you know
We all go for it

Mmm
Mmm



Credits
Writer(s): Dana Holman
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