Me & My Music

I miss my grandma
I know she's here
My mom and grandpa too
When i was born
They were my home for a while
I love them too

Teachers say, that life is great
Maybe just for them and for some men
Now we ran to our minds
Fantasies and our prides

I wish i had a baby
But my mind doesn't talk to me
Where was my dad? I missed him
Is he alright? Or where is he?

I wish i was so happy
But then my music would disappear
So in the end there's me and my music

I used to share night with wine
I was white devil's bride
I felt so calm in the water
When i saw the moving sky above

There's the only thing
That i wish i could fix
Hug myself
Fifteen, running from the class
Crying and calling "please, help me."

I wish i had a baby
But my body doesn't talk to me
Where was my dad? I missed him
And now i know, he's happy now

I wish i was so happy
But then my music would disappear
So in the end there's me &my music

That's my only love, my art
My only child, that i lost in my life

Sit down, take a deep breath
Think about what's gonna be the next
Why is everybody pushing me?
Me, society

I wish i had a baby
But my mind doesn't talk to me
Where was my dad? I missed him
Now he is sober and happy

I wish i was so happy
But then my music would disappear
So in the end there's me, my chords, notes, piano and peace

Would disappear
Would disappear
Would disappear