30 Somehow

Find me a father who will stick around
One that won't drown in the morning with bourbon and God
Find me a woman (find me), let me feel like she did
An unburdened kid on the lawn, just running around

Not all too late to try and figure it out
Get it all down on paper, the things that I want
All I'm trying to do is figure it out
Over 30 somehow, here longer than I thought

I work in the same job, making tips on the side
Another club, another night barely getting by
My sister's a mother, with a heart just like hers
Nowhere safer than her arms, who needs a dad with a mom like ours?

Not all too late to try and figure it out
(Not too late to try, not too late to try)
Get it all down on paper, the things that I want
(Not too late to try, not too late to try)
All I'm trying to do is figure it out (not too late to try)
Over 30 somehow (not too late to try)
Here longer than I thought (not too late to try, oh-ooh)

Cracks have expired, my room has gone tired
From holding me up, barely holding me up (oh)
I'm balanced, I'm nervous, everything's hurting
From holding me up, barely holding me up

Maybe I should let it fall (maybe I should let it fall)
Down, down (maybe I should let it fall)
Maybe I should let it fall (maybe I should let it fall)
Down, down (maybe I should let it fall)

I don't get back home much (ah), New York is pretty far (ah)
From an ocean to a river, I never felt bigger (ah)
Than in the pool in her backyard (ah)
And people say "Cancer," more than they used to
I guess I'm not used to saying goodbye

Not all too late to try and figure it out
(Not too late to try, not too late to try)
To get it all down on paper, the things that I want
(Not too late to try, not too late to try)
All I'm trying to do is figure out
Over 30 somehow (not too late to try)
I'm here longer than I thought, than I thought I'd be

Find me a father who will stick around
One that won't drown in the morning with bourbon and God