Drowning (feat. Carlby)

In your absence
I was swept in
Tide calm, low water
But it crept in
I can feel my breath leave as I fall deep
Whisper sweet nothings 'till my brain sleeps
It was never truly fair, I'm asking why you'd ever care
I'm asking why you have to leave
When I'm drowning in my sleep
It was never truly fair, I wonder why you're never there
I'm asking what you did to me
Now I drown in all my dreams

Now I drown in all my dreams
Now I drown to go to sleep
Now I drown in all my dreams
Now I drown to go to sleep
Now I drown in all my dreams
Now I drown to go to sleep
Now I drown in all my dreams
Now I drown to go to sleep

Now I'm drowning but I like this (But I like this)
Haunted by the silence (By the silence)
Try my best just to hide this (Just to hide this)
But the waves feed me violence
Now I'm dying but I like this (But I like this)
Now I'm flying like the highest (Like the highest)
And she told me not to fight this (Not to fight this)
But I couldn't my close my eyelids (Couldn't close my eyelids)

I'm sinking, but I like it
Ooh
I'm sinking, but I like it
Ooh

Now I'm sinking, but I like it
How it fills me with such excitement
Ever deeper, to the bottom
I say bottoms up, won't someone fill my cup

You're so cruel to me
But at least you make me feel something (Feel something)
This sinking feeling that I get
So hold my head

Underneath 'til I can't breathe (breathe)
No matter what I do
I cannot please you (please you)
Face down in a shallow pool
The water fills my lungs
As my lips turn blue

When it comes to her there's no talking back
I got a target on my back and it make her laugh
Push me off into the water where my head will crash
If the lake was frozen over it would probably crack
And I would fall too deep
I would fall six feet
I would land into the water with my breath empty
There's no bubbles at the top but I'm still screaming
Why'd you hurt me like this
Is this your fucking sick dream

Now I'm drowning but I like this (But I like this)
Haunted by the silence (By the silence)
Try my best just to hide this (Just to hide this)
But the waves feed me violence (Feed me violence)
Now I'm dying but I like this (But I like this)
Now I'm flying like the highest (Like the highest)
And she told me not to fight this (Not to fight this)
But I couldn't my close my eyelids