These Nights Are Littered with Ash

I saw a god in my dreams
She asked what do you believe?
These nights are littered with ash
I kissed Khali on her cheek
Am I the inverse of live?
I burned a cross in my mouth
And I can cross the abyss
So they can find a way out
One day I'll say my goodbyes
I'll put my heart on a shelf
Been dodging shrapnel from high
Been microdosing this hell
Ice cold summon the beast
Eyes closed nothing to see
They're gonna judge anyway
We use the drugs for relief
Show them no pity I float through my city
Just crawled out a well all my clothes are so drippy
My secret world stirring this skull is so dizzy
I keep my girl purring when poking the kitty
She howls at the moon I'm a lycan I like it
I liken to lions surrounded by few
When I strike its like lightning come die by the titan
The violence heightened let's count up the wounds
With a noose like a necklace I exit the room
Views are a nexus I entered anew
I don't fuck with these chumps all their letters are skewed
They so drunk off the skunk call it Pepe LePew
Been covered in blood guess my fetish is grue
Thunder I hum is a devilish hue
Say what I mean with the blemish and bruise
You claim to be king but that never was true

How can I wear your crown?
Follow my scent through the low waves
How can I lay you down?
Don't mistake the now for the always
How can I wear your crown?
Follow my scent through the low waves
How can I lay you down?
Don't mistake the now for the always

Maybe I'll fall asleep
Sounds from the war going on inside

Once you've seen the other side it starts to feel like nothing's real
Our attention was divided while you crushed up pills
A just appeal, nobody knows it's tough to fill the holes
That bloody nose made your teeth taste like they're rusted steel
You're always running but it's just uphill
It's always sunny getting numb until the numbness kills
Those childhood photos faded into summer stills
These puppy mill thoughts displayed upon a color wheel
Shatter my body to millions of pieces
My matter is godly to kill all the demons
The darkness ingested until I'm behemoth
Cut heart outta chest and I'll fill it with cement
I feel like a Phoenix
My wings are aflame under skin I can drill when I need it
Not claiming my wins never spilling my secrets
If god gave me gifts then I'll kill and I'll eat them
I took all your blood, the villains anemic
We couldn't adjust to us feeling defeated
The looks were too puzzled from parts that were missing
I started to miss it let's part all the seas
I'm so sick of the talk that gets lost in the breeze
They get off on the grief don't relate to the crowd
What's the weight of a crown if you're falling asleep

Maybe I'll fall asleep
Sounds from the war going on inside
Maybe I'll fall asleep
Sounds from the war going on inside

How can I wear your crown?
Follow my scent through the low waves
How can I lay you down?
Don't mistake the now for the always
How can I wear your crown?
Follow my scent through the low waves
How can I lay you down?
Don't mistake the now for the always