Penrose Steps

I spend all of my days wishing they would end

I end up starting over again
I am circling around the bend
I fear you'd not be talking back to me
if you stood in front of me, I can't
Stop what I never began
Nothing's ever been worth trying and
I hear you running through my head
You keep through my head

The walls are closing in
The ceiling's about to give and
I locked myself in and within
I'm all alone with my demons

Some years and few weeks have gone by
I'm not taking part of this life
I keep on wasting my time
I should stop my brain from thinking or I'll lose my mind
Redundant thoughts clogging what I
Might have come up with at times
I am still standing in line
Waiting for something that's really not meant to be mine
But that's fine 'cause

I end up starting over again
I am circling around the bend
I fear you'd not be talking back to me
if you stood in front of me, I can't
Stop what I never began
Nothing's ever been worth trying and
I hear you running through my head
You keep through my head

Watch myself sit in
The hole I was diggin'
Chances I've been given
I'm keeping them hidden

I left as I'm always too shy
Standing up straight broke my spine
If we ever cross paths sometime
Would you force yourself not to smile
And would you walk on by?
I have the same dream every night
Now we're back in class and I try
Still fail to impress you well I
Almost believed my own lies telling myself that you weren't my type

I end up starting over again
I am circling around the bend
I fear you'd not be talking back to me
if you stood in front of me, I can't
Stop what I never began
Nothing's ever been worth trying and
I hear you running through my head
You keep through my head