If Only

My God
I'm desperate
For you
To show me something real
I nearly killed myself
And I still would for you
So looking at me when I'm speaking's
The least that you can do

I thought that I could change you
Make you
Love me
Even though I've never pleased you
And still I'm left here lonely
If only
No one had to know
Then you would hold me
Ain't that the strangest thing

Can you blame me?
For trying to make up for all those years
That are lost between you and me
I'm afraid I've lost my chance
I'm afraid you
Were my only chance

I thought that I could change you
Make you
Love me
Even though I've never pleased you
And still I'm left here lonely
If only
No one had to know
Then you would hold me
Ain't that the strangest thing

Ain't that the strangest



Credits
Writer(s): Nathan Horne
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