Dreaming Of

I force myself to believe in everything
Scared to feel the things I've tried to clean
This mess inside my mind that keeps me up
Is this fantasy a dream I'm keeping up?

I force myself to believe in everything
Scared to feel the things I've tried to clean
Is it overly emotional to feel
that everything I'm making up is real?

I always thought that's how it ought to be
You would say the sweetest things to me
Is it such a shock I've chosen to believe
that all the love you gave was make-believe?

I tell myself that's how it's meant to be
Still scared to face the things I've yet to see
you would say the sweetest things to me
Hasn't it already been enough?
I've done it to myself and it's been tough
Hasn't it already been enough?
I'll tell myself it's what I'm dreaming of

I'll tell myself it's what I'm dreaming of



Credits
Writer(s): Lauren Preuss
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