Sorry Not Sorry

I said I'm sorry not sorry nigga
There ain't no room for apologies
Why you bother me?
All my demons been surrounding me
I don't like the hand I was dealt
I need a POT OF GREED
I just separate from bullshit, like apostrophe
And honestly
Been growing through my odyssey
Taking all the good with the bad
It's a part of me
She just want the goods and she bad
And a part of me
I just want the feelings never had
Miss the feelings with my dad
Swear to God I'ma fix it when the times right
Even though I smile bright
I been feeling sour in the limelight
I just want my money like Mekhi Phife
Niggas never act right
I just blink my eyes and then it's on sight

Shit's crazy
Straight movie, no scorsese
Thanking God everyday how moms raised me
Being me is blessing I won't change me
I be feeling sorry
When these bitches try to play me

Look I just mind my business that pays
I need a couple of days
I keep missing on my tickets by a couple of plays
I missed a bag, now my plane is delayed
And for that
I gotta drive the rest of the way
Put the pedal to the metal
Got scores that ain't settled
It's never a tied game
Been dancing with the devil
I know I'm down bad
Been up to no good
I'm sorry, I'm not sorry
I learned that in the hood

Yo I had to tell Ki
I couldn't do it no more
See I was wasting her time
While she was waiting on mine
I couldn't give her my presence
To her that shit was a present
She always thought I was perfect
Just like a gift from the heavens
I had the gift of the gab
But I could never ever fall in love with a Sag
The last time I did
I felt my heart break in half
Hear the sound of the glass
I never dwell on the past
I tell 'em kiss on my ass

But see a nigga lost focus
Now she down below choking
Eyes like a Chuck E. Cheese token
Three rounds snatching my soul
Now we smoking
See the soul lift to the sky, when I'm toting

I've opened up to all the possibilities
Life has been a mystery
But I'm satisfied with my history
Doing me, unapologetically
Manifest destiny
I just need my heart where my purpose be

My purpose gon' exceed all my personal motives
I promise you I'm devoted
That's word to me you could quote it
And ain't no pause
When I blow with no fucking explosives
And if they looking for the truth
Know I'll fucking expose it

I said I'm sorry not sorry
I'ma do what I gotta do
Say what I gotta say
Keep the feelings out the way
All they ever telling is lies, like a latter-day
I'ma just be on my bully
Like the month of may

I'm sorry not sorry (Yeah)
I said I'm sorry not sorry (Uh)
I said I'm sorry not sorry
Said I'm sorry not sorry nigga
I said I'm sorry not sorry
Yeah, yeah