Idiot Party

A string of ghosts of what you thought you'd be
Your eyes pierce the dark, red they gleam
The room is yours but you're out of control
Don't dare binge, don't sleep anymore
Burn your retinas, don't deserve the best
My health is taking a turn like the rest
As I drift away piece by piece carefully

Fix your heart or die
I was built to hang from a tie
With four soft walls and a glowing screen
And the image of a bullet ripping through my brain

What's another wound among the scars
Who cares about the blood from a broken heart
You're exhausted, you only get one
Will it be worth it when the damage is done
Pray for an answer, pray to manage
Bless me with help as if I deserve it
Swear and pretend that you were tricked
You're not a tortured artist
You're a drug addict

What's another wound among the scars
Who cares about the blood from a broken heart
You're exhausted, you only get one
Will it be worth it when the damage is done
Pray for an answer, pray to manage
Bless me with help as if I deserve it
Swear and pretend that you were tricked
You're not a tortured artist
You're a drug addict

He's so charming disarming, in his white suit he's a god
His ego is inflated like a balloon about to pop
Commander of the no one's from a school with a catchy name
Came back home and I'm the only thing that changed
You're not a king there's a cohort here, And they're all too drunk to watch
They're waiting for the afters and the free pills that you brought
They won't remember when you picked up that guitar
Hand out to the crowd, who do you think you are

What's another wound among the scars
Who cares about the blood from a broken heart
You're exhausted, you only get one
Will it be worth it when the damage is done
Pray for an answer, pray to manage
Bless me with help as if I deserve it
Swear and pretend that you were tricked
You're not a tortured artist
You're a drug addict

What's another wound among the scars
Who cares about the blood from a broken heart
(You don't care why it makes you happy you just care that it does)
You're exhausted, you only get one
Will it be worth it when the damage is done
(You don't care why it makes you happy you just care that it does)
Pray for an answer, pray to manage
Bless me with help as if I deserve it
(You don't care why it makes you happy you just care that it does)
Swear and pretend that you were tricked
You're not a tortured artist
(You don't care why it makes you happy you just care that it does)
You're a drug addict
You're a drug addict
You're a drug addict
(What's another wound among the scars)
(What's another wound among the scars)
You're a drug addict
(What's another wound among the scars)
(What's another wound among the scars)