Long Way Down

I'll be honest
Hard for me to open up 'cause I don't feel like I'm enough
Man, that's the hardest
Actin' cool the day you leave and maybe I'm still healin', or
Maybe you can show me where my heart is
Reason why I'm guarded, reason why this started
Everyone I trusted gone, but I'm here regardless
My perfectionism hittin' different
Lately insecurities around me, I just take it to the farthest
Therapy, thank God it helped
No grudge, but I carry guilt
Lot of people depend on me, but I can't seem to trust myself
Stand out's the way you're built
Still hate that I always felt
More to prove, not to you, to myself

Askin' me what I'm thinkin' 'bout right now, but
I don't really wanna see you leave right now, yeah
I don't really wanna go and leave you 'cause

It's a long way down, it's a long way down
From this feelin' that you give me
It's a long way down, it's a long way down, oh yeah
Easier to dream when it's way up here
You ain't gotta leave, you could stay right here
It's a long way down, it's a long way down
From this feelin' that you give me

Switchin' time-zones, thinkin' with my eyes closed, yeah
First class, woah, somewhere only God knows, uh
Make this work, but I know it changed me
Maybe I just needed changing
Letting go what needed saving
In the end that's what had saved me
Used to think that it was selfish when I thought about myself
Used to think it's what I gave that got me stayin' by myself
Seem that they don't care to take if you don't care about yourself
Money, love, and time, I see it in your health
Call me distant, say you miss me, makes no difference
Take it personal, to me it's always business
Doing something great, I don't need a witness
Back to you for weeks feelin' like it's minutes, and you're

Askin' me what I'm thinkin' 'bout right now, but
I don't really wanna see you leave right now, yeah
I don't really wanna go and leave you 'cause

It's a long way down, it's a long way down
From this feelin' that you give me
It's a long way down, it's a long way down, oh yeah
Easier to dream when it's way up here
You ain't gotta leave, you could stay right here
It's a long way down, it's a long way down
From this feelin' that you give me
From the
From this feelin' that you give me
From the, mmm
From this feelin' that you give me
It's a long way down, it's a long way down
It's a long way down, it's a long way down
It's a long way down, it's a long way down
Way down, yeah