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Tired of feeling alone
Tired of feeling blem
Tired of all the scuffs
I know that I'm loved
I know that it's true
Wish that was enough
Cause my inner me holds an enemy
It's a cold embrace
But at least I feel
Still it don't feel like it's my choice to make

When I'm on a roll, darkness wants control
Telling me I'm weak
And I know it's wrong
Yet the same ol song just loops on repeat
That shit getting old
Gotta break the mold
Focused on the climb
I'm more than my gifts
I cannot forget it's my life and I'll
Make my mark off of art, get rich
Drop song by song and they all gon hit
What it mean if I don't like me lil bish?
I'm more than this (I'm more than this)
Do I love my walk, my talk, my looks
Same way that I love my verse my hooks?
You can say "he dope" and "let that boy cook"
But I'm more than this (I'm more than this)
I know

I ain't been living if I don't come back home
You ain't been living if you don't come back
I ain't been living if I don't come back home
You ain't been living if you don't come back

Tired of lacking trust
Going with my gut
Lay it all on tracks
And I know it's based
Off of those who played me in the past
Had a friendly face
Bitter aftertaste when we'd interact
But at least a few loving you for you
And they got my back
Gang n shit, with my friends you know it's lit
I know that the love's legit
But is my love counterfeit if I don't give me some of it?
Hype me up, I'm confident
And I'm too legit to quit
Handsome, yeah she feeling it
I talk my shit forreal

(Oh so you a player, huh?)
I wouldn't say all that (Uh huh yeah)

I ain't been living if I don't come back home
You ain't been living if you don't come back
I ain't been living if I don't come back home
You ain't been living if you don't come back
Travel the world, it's a beautiful place
Only a flight away yeah yeah
But if I don't visit my inner space
The world's just an escape

Sometimes I live in the gray
Sometimes shit don't go my way
Wanna yell out Kumbaye Kumbaya just help me please
Noone else can do the work
Plant the seeds right in the dirt
It's inside of me to search
But a better me's a perk Church

I'm not empty, I've seen on my best days
The beauty I portray
The days that I feel gray don't mean my color fades
It's part of my make up, but I gotta adjust
I'm no longer dodging I'll face it I know

I ain't been living if I don't come back home
You ain't been living if you don't come back
I ain't been living if I don't come back home
You ain't been living if you don't come back
Travel the world, it's a beautiful place
Only a flight away yeah yeah
But if I don't visit my inner space
The world's just an escape