Wisteria

It's getting hard to understand and fathom something new
With every single new perspective
I need someone to tell me what to do
I'm tired of listening to words
That were not meant for us

I scream into the stars, I know the wind's a better listener
You'll fall back in her arms
Attempt to let it out, but she ignores the words
You'll start to keep it all inside just like the rest of us

And if I promise to hold on, do you promise to never let go?
I'm so sick of writing songs
And trying to find the perfect words to show you
I'm really really fucking tired of living life like this

I am slipping further away
Take me back to reality
Bring me back to life and hold me close

The silence is so deafening, I try to drown it out
But the volume on these earbuds
They can only get so loud
And I'm wondering if these guitars could hear me
Would they tell me it's okay?
(Would they promise it'll be okay?)
Why can't we live in a world where nothingness is real?
Because everything is overwhelming
And I think I'm starting to forget how to feel
And I wonder if this belt could talk, would it apologize to me
(I think I deserve an apology)

And if I could do this all again
I'd find a different way to make my life unbearable
'Cause I'm living off this pain
I'm still really really fucking tired of living like this

I am slipping further away
Take me back to reality
Bring me back to life and hold me close
So take my hand
Let's scream into the night
Run away with me
Let yourself be free
For one last time

We'll lay together in the grass and watch the moon stare back at us
You'll hold onto your part of me and hold on for dear life
Until I wake
As the moon locks eyes with me
He wishes me good luck

I am slipping further away
Take me back to reality
Bring me back to life and hold me close
So take my hand
(So take my hand)
Let's scream into the night
(Let's scream into the night)
Run away with me
Let yourself be free
For one last time
(For one last time)