Time

I stopped asking all these questions when the rain fall down
I know that sunny days take time
And I've been catching all these blessings with the pain right now
Dear lord, I've been down for the ride, the ride
And we pray in hopes that the pain might fade
But really, we might not be okay
And each day I try to ease the strain
So all the hard times don't replay again, my friend

And this life's so hard, I text my friends who passed
Just like they ain't gone, I read our messages
We were the best of friends until you met your ends
A victim of your sins, I hear you with the wind
The blow killed you within, but you'll never live again
And it's so hard to comprehend and think of all the times
We would kick it and we would listen to rhymes
I told you my dreams, you told me your cries
I said it'd be fine, but I guess I was wrong
You said you were dying, I said to be strong
Until I got that call in the morning
And now I'm mourning, waking up yawning
You were plotting on your coffin, hearing about your offing
I can't believe what I hear, I am numb to reality
So I can't feel any more tears

I stopped asking all these questions when the rain fall down
I know that sunny days take time
And I've been catching all these blessings with the pain right now
Dear Lord, I've been down for the ride, the ride
And we pray in hopes that the pain might fade
But really, we might not be okay
And each day I try to ease the strain
So all the hard times don't replay again, my friend

As time pass, I don't forget you, my friend
But I think of all the what ifs and if you'll live again
And what could I have done
When the struggle's inside, you can no longer run
What hurts me the most is that I know your pain
But luckily I found a way to evade all the rain
With a knife to my veins
And when I talk to your grave, I don't know what to say
On this path you went away
I give you some flowers for the hours I reminisce
Distract myself with drugs, reality's setting in
I wish I could hear your side
I know you stay silent because of your pride
You're no longer here but your memory's forever alive
I saw you was struggling
But the extent you had to hide
Getting high, but this high ain't a vibe

I stopped asking all these questions when the rain fall down
I know that sunny days take time
And I've been catching all these blessings with the pain right now
Dear Lord, I've been down for the ride, the ride
And we pray in hopes that the pain might fade
But really, we might not be okay
And each day I try to ease the strain
So all the hard times don't replay again, my friend