Cool Girl

Trying to be chill for you, but I'm not ok
Picture your tongue down somebody else's throat
It's nauseating
I got my freedom too, know it's not too late
To find me a stranger, fucking my brains out
I'll dissociate

If you're the jealous type, I've never really seen it
When you say you miss me, do you mean it?
Is my absence really a relief to you?
I wanna burn the mattress that you let her sleep in
Brand new set of sheets only for me and you (only for you)

Wish I could be a "cool girl" for you
Open, easy, while you peruse
I try, I can't, it's sad but true
Nobody else compares to you

(I can't help but feel like just another option
I'm not the person that gets the best of you
I'm the person that gets what remains)
How can I let you explore without feeling disposable?
Hard separating the physical from the emotional
Baby I've been crossing oceans for you
Just to show my love
That's some shit I never do
Why isn't it enough?

I'm not the jealous type but I've been feeling cheated
When you say you miss me while you're meeting
Someone else, can't wait to take her home with you
I wanna burn the bridges that we built between us
Just to prove that I can really hurt you too

Wish I could be a "cool girl" for you
Open, easy, while you peruse
I try, I can't, it's sad but true
Nobody else compares to you (nobody else compares)
When you're not here, what do I do?
Wake up in someone else's room?
I'll come, I'll go, I'll still feel used (still feel used)
Nobody else compares to you (nobody else compares)
(What do you do?)
(What am I supposed to do?)
(Wake up in someone else's room?)

Wish I could be a "cool girl" for you
Open, easy, while you peruse
I try, I can't, it's sad but true
Nobody else compares to you

When you're not here, what do I do?
Wake up in someone else's room?
I'll come, I'll go, I'll still feel used
Nobody else compares to you