How I'm Feelin'?

I know
You're waitin' on me to hit you up, but I won't
Used to be all on you but you not my vibe, though
You keep on believin' I need you when I don't

Please, don't hit me up when you're intoxicated
Projectin' you're loneliness on me, I'll evade it
'Cause you could've had it all, back when I was chasin'
Your love, but you thought that I couldn't replace it

What? Uh

You bitches all play yourself
While tellin' us what you want and like
And look for in someone else
But look, dawg, that's just a lie

How I'm feelin'? Man, fuck you hoes
What you expect for me to say?
As far as love and being tied down goes
I think I'm good, bitch, go away

I'm sick and tired of tryna save you hoes
This time, I feel some type of way
I can't let anybody else come close
'Cause, in the end, I'm the one who pays

You wanted a certified lover boy
But instead, you got me
The Heartbreak Kidd
But these days, I live in-between

I love how you post about single life like you happy and free
But say you were honest to me
Lies that you carry to sleep
Never acknowledged me
If you had, you'd be married to me

I had a dream like Martin Luther
The only thing I was missin' was my Coretta Scott King
The way you pulled on all my heart strings
I know I'm still on your lock-screen
And you gon' change it when he come around and then act like I don't exist
But, you know that he's not me
I'm top 3, and I'm not 3

How I'm feelin'? Man, fuck you hoes
What you expect for me to say?
As far as love and being tied down goes
I think I'm good, bitch, go away

I'm sick and tired of tryna save you hoes
This time, I feel some type of way
I can't let anybody else come close
'Cause, in the end, I'm the one who pays