Pretend We Still Exist

This lifestyle Comes with some sins
I Dropped healing process that ain't feel comfortable since
They calling themselves twins But I'm more in love with her friend
They thinking the music sucks I'm thinking it sucks to be them
Smaxklord sins never made him felt accepted in them churches though
Even talking in third person hurts my soul
This that Write a verse that'll kill ya whole catalog in a verses flow
Mr heart opens up when the curtains close
If I mind my business I'd probably stop taking everything so personal
But am I still in search of a classic
My first one was the closest I've had being overexposed to the magic
And It'll take a miracle to reignite that passionate spark I had
When I started years ago
Use to think of lines and cherish those
The politics took all of the excitement out of the lyrics
The one thing that I feared the most
This lifestyle Comes with some sins
I Dropped healing process that ain't feel comfortable since
They calling themselves twins But I'm more in love with her friend
They thinking the music sucks I'm thinking it sucks to be them
This lifestyle Comes with some sins
I Dropped healing process that ain't feel comfortable since
They calling themselves twins But I'm more in love with her friend
They thinking the music sucks I'm thinking it sucks to be them
Anxiety minding its business it's probably bored of me though
Impressing the devil there's levels of dressing gorgeously
I spend my days shapeshifting into a spaceship orally
So It takes me away from that empty space in my poetry
I Fulfilled spilling my heart just to fill it a million times
Making my misery more vivid was my kryptonite
The bitch that cheated on me just called me insecure
Misery keeps whispering in my ear saying it missed me more
I got People wondering how he's disgusting
They said I'm genius but if you seen what I seen
It would teach ya something
They tried double teaming my dreams after seeing what he's becoming
Someone please tell all of my demons that I needed a feature from em
A Lack of experience in hearing the Lyrics I rap
Is like lab experiment errors trapped in the era of trap
As I arrogant laugh
Gave it my all only thing I hold back is tears
Couldn't mirror my raps if you stood next
To me And rapped my raps in mirror
I Relaxed on rapping this dope now I relapse in these lyrics
My passion is practically practicing here
Controlling my pen then grabbed it and steered
Road to riches currently under construction As I self destruct
Can't pull apart from this trauma I feel like I'm being suction cupped
It'll stick with you when you down but won't ever offer to help you up
It's so important to pour ya pain out in portions
The more my brain is informed it toys and plays with these
Torturous games of misfortunes
This lifestyle Comes with some sins
I Dropped healing process that ain't feel comfortable since

They calling themselves twins But I'm more in love with her friend
They thinking the music sucks I'm thinking it sucks to be them



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