Don'tWannaLoveMyself

Ever feel like you ain't been yourself?
Feelin lost but don't ask for no help?
I done thought about ending myself
If you feel the same way nigga I'm here to help
Know them thoughts in ya head
they be making you think that you all in this shit by ya self
Just remember that you not alone cause there's plenty of people who felt what we felt

Isolating from family and friends
cause I don't want them to think something is wrong
Chin up gotta act like I'm strong
But deep down I'm really tryna hold on
Know y'all don't give a fuck how I feel
How many niggas round me still real?
Drown my feelings in bottles of pills
The man in the mirror, who I wanna kill
I be contemplating suicide
Can't decide Nigga who am I
Eyes bloodshot cause I'm fried
How I cope,that's how I survive
Without it I might up the nine
At my head and I'm letting it fye
Fye
Fye
At my head and I'm letting it fye

Can't lie I'm not good with the stress
I bottle it in and keep it to my chest
Got me screaming like I got tourette's
So I stay getting high cause I like the effect
That's the truth, I'm just being honest
Can't be weak for my brother Adonis
And my niggas they never responding
Got me feeling like I've been forgotten
Nah, Nah
That's just my low self esteem
lot of y'all don't know what I mean
Cause I wear a mask so it can not be seen
On the real I don't want to live
I Keep that inside I keep that shit hid
I pray to god that I don't have kids
I don't want they daddy to be like this
That would be a disgrace
I pray that they take me out of this place
Put a bullet right into my face
I grab a knife and I aim for the vein
you ever once felt like this way?
Have you ever once felt like this way?
Sorry Ma this what the voices say
Sorry Ma this what the voices say

Ever feel like you ain't been yourself?
Feelin lost but don't ask for no help?
I done thought about ending myself
If you feel the same way nigga I'm here to help
Know them thoughts in ya head
they be making you think that you all in this shit by ya self
Just remember that you not alone cause there's plenty of people who felt what we felt



Credits
Writer(s): Andre Smith-nieves
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