B.F.F.R.

I've been out of order, running brick and mortar
I been tryna work through all these thoughts
Feelin kinda sorta, on the border
Of a hoarder, brain disordered
Tabs all in the wrong folder
Presence started getting colder

I been pulling away just to take a step closer
In my own lane but I veer, ain't supposed to
Keep it one hunnid, maybe three, if I'm close to ya
You could join the wave, but bring you should a life vest

Cause this shit ain't easy
(Ooo-ahh)
I'm just keeping it real
(Ooo-ahh)
Cause the shit ain't easy
(Ooo-ahh)
But quittin', I never will

Keeping myself still
Count the blessings on my hands
By the water and the sand
Salt done covered me like lotion
Flow through life with smile and glance
At reflections of my image
I deflect it, give good riddance
Armstrong with the stiffin'
Leave the negativity

Not around me
I ain't got time for the bull, can't you see
I'm disarming the weapon formed, the planted seed
The one I formed and pointed right back at me

Missed phone calls and texts on delivered
Tryna get right, wellness check, return to sender
Sending all my love to the ones that love to render
Same with my tracks at three AM until they splendor

So focus on the focus, like Ma said, that's law
Love for myself stay on twelve, I neva lost
Ball 'til I fall, ask questions on the way up cause
If you know it all, you don't, and that's what up

Cause this shit ain't easy
(Ooo-ahh)
I'm just keeping it real
(Ooo-ahh)
Cause the shit ain't easy
(Ooo-ahh)
But quittin', I never will

Cause this shit ain't easy
(Ooo-ahh)
I'm just keeping it real
(Ooo-ahh)
Cause the shit ain't easy
(Ooo-ahh)
But quittin', I never will