Absent Minded

I've been running on empty
Draining myself into a reverie
Burning myself into oblivion
Trying to force myself to be someone and
I'm worried I've grown a little toxic
Or maybe I'm just fucking exhausted
I'm unsure on my trajectory
Either way I know I'm letting it get the best of me
Oooh
I know I'm tired of being somebody I'm not
I'll take the pieces I despise and let them rot
One step forward two steps back
I'm retrograding
I can't live this way
Trapped in my own brain
I ought to escape
I've been feeling like a nomad
Never settling always ricocheted from the kickback
I've been medicating myself with anything I have in my dresser drawers
I've scraping them for the last drags
I'd look a fool if anybody else could see me
Grounding living my life like it's a repeat
And it really keeps repeating
Falling and falling until I end up getting too deep
Oooh
I know I'm tired of being somebody I'm not
I'll take the pieces I despise and let them rot
One step forward two steps back
I'm retrograding
I can't live this way
Trapped in my own brain
I ought to escape



Credits
Writer(s): Hayden Barlow
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