death wish

Sometimes I feel like going 80 in a 45
Maybe I don't just wanna live I wanna feel alive
I threw some pennies in a well and made a death wish
Yeah I got issues I don't think you wanna mess with
I would really love to love myself
But we don't really get along so well
Wish I was somebody else
Yeah

I've been waiting for the day when it's finally my turn
I done seen my whole world burn
Ashes in the sky right when I thought it couldn't get worse
I would watch it all fall down
Always learn the hard way first
Maybe I'm just cursed
I don't even know what it's like
Anymore to feel alright
Maybe I'm just cursed
Maybe I'm just cursed

Sometimes I feel like going 80 in a 45
Maybe I don't just wanna live I wanna feel alive
I threw some pennies in a well and made a death wish
Yeah I got issues I don't think you wanna mess with
I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy and my
Worst enemy is me
It hurts when I breathe cause this pressure is killing me
The cuts in my jeans are from running through memories
I'm lucky to still be alive cause I'm not mentally
I feel dead
Fucked up in my head
Think I'm losing my mind
I tried everything that they said
Still can't catch a break
I lay wide awake in this nightmare
So tired of faking I'm fine here cause

I've been waiting for the day when it's finally my turn
I done seen my whole world burn
Ashes in the sky right when I thought it couldn't get worse
I would watch it all fall down
Always learn the hard way first
Maybe I'm just cursed
I don't even know what it's like
Anymore to feel alright
Maybe I'm just cursed
Maybe I'm just cursed
Maybe I'm just cursed
Maybe I'm just cursed



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Writer(s): Colin Foster Taylor
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