this is it

I used to Wake up with a knife in my back, cut with wounds around my body
where the enemy at, when they gon hurt me to the core I never knew to react I just was gonna let it happen never knew it was bad

I cut deep down in the veins I tell 'em where it hurt most
Fuck with all the talking I was never gon be verbose
Smoking cronic for my pain I'll tell you bout the first toke
I loved it but I knew I never wanted to be first note

Sober now but i could never come home to the house right
Paint a picture now so all future will be outright
Go out for succession promise you gon see the outline
Hopefully you come home and will see me and you'll outshine

Honest on my life I see potential in your flaws but you just gotta help yourself
I know I'm bleeding when I'm not
And when you find me, find a picture, find a person you can bond
So that promise is okay I can't be empty when im not

Cause when that day comes I'll remember all that could've ended
Nothing ever happened but I never held resentment
Pain is truly hard because I never want to end it
Could've killed myself and then I'd pass it to the next kid

Thankful for my pain cuz without it my happiness would be nothing
I just paid 100 Forward don't care about all the bluffing
Bitches be nothing the way they all fucking trust in
They tell me get your head straight because all you do is bug bitch, Shut the fuck up bitch
I don't tell you how to do shit
Never with the Fortys,but up with the crew I've been onto that new shit
I've been feeling so ruthless, I never cared about the diamonds, just fucking up Ruth Chris
Cannot wife up a new bitch, I've been so lonely in these hearts
And they know me cause I got all this OG up in my arc
No iron like Tony Stark, the fire I'm gonna start
You Trust yourself, bro, you gonna go in all that far