Doing Better

Your girlfriend never thanked me for bein' such a pyro
Lightin' matches with my eyes closed
Kerosene in your mouth, drove you so far away
It's like I went and dropped you off at her house

I know you kept my number in case you wonder
"Like, where is she now?"
You'll say you wanna check in, you're only checkin'
On how I turned out

I'm doing better, I don't know if you remember
When I told you in September that you wouldn't recognize me
When I'm in public, and I just got back from London
Probably spent a couple hundred on some bougie fuckin' IV's

I went and saw a psychic, went on a pussy diet
I always thought that I'd be happier if I could buy it
I'm doing better, I've been lookin' for my center
But my tummy still hurts, why does better feel worse? Oh

Better feels worse, oh
Better feels worse

Your girlfriend never thanked me for makin' her go viral
Fuck it, I'm her idol
I get sad and spiral, yeah, I'll buy a new whip
But you'll never see me take the high road

I know you kept my number in case you wonder
"Like, where is she now?"
You'll say you wanna check in, you're only checkin'
On how I turned out

I'm doing better, I don't know if you remember
When I told you in December that you wouldn't recognize me
After the glow up, I was learnin' how to grow up
Had a wet dream then I woke up, I was on a stage with Miley

I felt like I was flyin', I felt the stars alignin'
I always thought that if I ever got this high, I'd like it
I'm doing better, I've been lookin' for my center
But my tummy still hurts, why does better feel worse? Oh

Then why does better feel worse? Oh
Ooh, better feels worse

Smilin' on the outside, cryin' on the inside
You would never know 'cause I'm posin' with my good side
Smilin' on the outside, dyin' on the inside

Smilin' on the outside, dyin' on the inside
You would never know, I'm posin' with my good side
I'm doing better, I've been lookin' for my center
But my tummy still hurts, why does better feel worse? Oh