Round & Round

I wake up at noon
Look in the mirror and see this stupid, ugly dude
He can barely breathe
When he's supposed to be this new cool punk-rock thing
Is this a joke? I think I shouldn't feel this low
When I paid my debts off and I bought my girl new clothes
Counting on the hot to hit, unless it won't

Round and round, I've been spinning
And I think I gained a couple pounds
Maybe you feel just like me
You can't stand the sound of your voice
And those around can't even tell
Afraid to ask for help, cause I don't even like myself

People think I'm cool
Wish I could see myself the way I think they do
But it's like, 2am
I'm overthinking; does my wife still like me?
Or have I just lost it?

Going round and round, I've been spinning
And I think I gained a couple pounds
Maybe you feel just like me
And you can't stand the sound of your voice
And those around can't even tell
Afraid to ask for help, cause I don't even like myself

No, I don't even like myself
I don't even like myself

It's like everybody's is watching but there's nothing here to see
I've been waiting my whole life to be here
But I just wanna be running back into my mom's arms
Like in elementary
Everyday I hear these good things but there's not one thing I believe
See nobody understands just what it's like inside my brain
I don't wanna talk about it
I just close my eyes and pray
To God, that maybe soon I'll wake up and I won't feel this way
Cause I don't want to feel this way
No, I don't wanna be this way

Going round and round, I've been spinning
And I think I gained a couple pounds
Maybe you feel just like me
And you can't stand the sound of your voice
And those around can't even tell
Afraid to ask for help, cause I don't even like myself