My Truth

Yo this is my truth
Everybody been asking
I was all I ever had
So I put my life on camera
Cuz I knew that's the only way I'd ever be accountable
My criminal brain addicted to fame
I was a power source for rappers
Not only that
I was casually cappin' cappers
Until I pissed off the matrix, think it's something I said
I'm the king of hearts
They got my queens to come for my head
Even the kings came for me
And my own trusted people switched sides
It was like I switched worlds
Like I died from the inside
Before that, I was in the streets like the Sopranos
Donating to the church while I was raiding haters houses
Before that, I uncanceled rappers single handed
They even said don't book Afroman, Haystak, or gangsta rappers
I pulled up in the bitch like gang gang
Filled up the bag like bank bank
Told Lil Wyte this one time, and Project Pat the same thing
I can turn two Ls into a W like bang bang
But even in the darkest depths of hell
I'm gonna say grace
Like when I was in the Escalade with KXNG Crooked
Listening to mumble rap on Shade45
I said it cuz he wouldn't
These kids got nobody Crook, and that's being expressed
I'm out here serving these legends and barely getting my bread
No one really knows me cuz I keep it so quiet
I ran the streets from state to state and no one told on me
Like it's something you don't wanna do or something
No I bet it's cuz I'm so fuckin' respected
No one in their right mind wanted to try it because
They don't
Know nothing about you
Act cool when they're around you
What's that say about you?
Oh baby
I don't
Need no one to save me
I don't care if you hate me
I love it when they call me crazy
I been marching for equality, fighting these crooked cops
I see a father figure
Every time that I look at Pac
I don't need no pills I need music, I look at Doc
It's like Eminem's my older brother I never got
It's like Tech N9ne is the only friend that I never had
Cuz I'ma king, I'ma clown, I'ma G
We like bestest friends
Just playin, I don't have no friends
By choice
My hearts too fucking big
I let enemies in
Like boys
And openly date these women who only here for the money
Like fuck em I think it's funny, I'm happy here having nothing
Cuz the little bit I had the last the 3 of you took it from me
I'm celibate til I find someone like Jelly and Bunnie
Work myself to death to feel unseen the whole time
Til that one time I saw Jelly Roll
Backstage at showtime
He said what up Statik G?!
Like oh God
A thousand people outside screaming HIS name
And somehow HE knows mine?
I watched him come from nothing, pioneer like Wyte, Stak and Sparxxx
A decade later, I signed Haystak, and toured with Lil Wyte
Made a diss track on Bubba Sparxxx, and dude said that it only hurt
Cuz it was so dope
That divine intervention always works
And now a light of darkness been sending me angel messages
That's my language
My favorite artists know who I am, and that makes me dangerous
Guess you never know who's looking
Yeah I gotta prove something
I keep it a blue hundred
No one ever do nothing
They don't
Know nothing about you (you don't know me!)
Act cool when they're around you (we're not homies!)
What's that say about you? (you're all phony!)
Oh baby
I don't
Need no one to save me (it's all good!)
I don't care if you hate me (cuz y'all look!)
I love it when they call me crazy (I am, bitch!)
I had a shady business partner
Always make these tempting offers
And never fulfill a promise but always wanna be talking
He thought I wouldn't notice when he jacked 300k
From his mom and tried to pawn it off as debt that I'd repay
(hold up!)
I like jokes, so I played along, we were supposed to be brothers
Now I'm leaving his house after pointing guns at each other
And for me? Ha
That was a day just like any other
If I told you my whole story they'd give me the Rolling Stone cover
News call me a monster
Cops call me abusive
While my girl's blowing dudes and lies
And I'm covered in bruises, in cuffs
I've trained my brain like I'm Buddha
Cuz on tour
An artist swung on me I beat him down til he stopped moving
Last time someone hit me, they thought that it made me weak
That I ain't hit back but I'm not scared of them
I'm afraid of me
Still can't believe y'all tried to throw me on the white bus
A white boy from the trailer parks and the streets
Ha, ain't nobody like us
Yeah I don't do that racist shit
I'm a part of the culture
Ain't ever been no guest
I got a room, not the sofa
I've always slanged sixteeners (pounds)
We all need to stop beefing (now)
Good Lord, these kids need us (bless!)
So broke, we in pieces (yes!)
Explode like Vin Diesel
In vogue and indecent
I'm rich within, demons
Don't live here, just reason
And I'm saying
AK from Do or Die called me a masterpiece
Y'all don't have a clue what I been thru to be Statik G
Netflix I got gold, and I'm telling it
G's
Someday y'all will scream Statik G for president
Peace