My Fault

Last night I felt restless
Detached, disconnected from myself
This happens when I am busy pleasing everyone else
I went to the doctor
But he didn't have the right medicine
He said he can not help people
Trying to get out of their skin
I'm so afraid of making mistakes
It's so stupid
Cause they happen anyway
Why am I so afraid of change?
What if i always will?
I don't wanna stand still!
Feelings of tension
My body's reaction
I long for perfection
Itchy, heated skin
Why do I spend energy trying to please all the people around me?
Why do I always think that things that went wrong are about me?
Why can I forgive so painlessly when others do wrong?
And yet when it's my fault it's so fucking hard for me to move on
I'm so afraid of making mistakes
It's so stupid
They are risks that everyone takes
Why am I so afraid of change?
What if I always will?
I don't wanna stand still!
Feelings of tension
My body's reaction
I long for perfection
Itchy, heated skin
Feelings
Feelings of tension
Body's reaction
Feelings of tension
Body's reaction
Feelings of tension
Bodys reaction
I long for perfection
Feelings
Feelings of tension
My body's reaction
I long for perfection
Itchy, heated skin
Feelings of tension
My body's reaction
I long for perfection
Itchy, heated skin



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