Debt

A heartbeat that's shaking the car as I go
Hoping that I matter most
Where there's problems I will solve them and I'll gladly be the host
Of a party where nobody shows

It's a catfight at best while I rest in your bed
And you're up there kissing a friend
They're hissing and they're scratching and it's never gonna end
'Til you practice all that you pledge

And if it's worth it to me then I must
And if it's worth it to you then I'll just suck it up
And look for coins on the track down below
I can't drown in the debt that I owe

My throat's caving in, I can't speak, I can't breathe
I'm gagging on the side of my cheeks
My body, it is rocking and I'm acting like a freak
But I guess that's just one way to grieve

I'm struggling again to look you in your eyes
But for other reasons this time
And I get it and I know it and I'm trying to comply
But these days it's easy to cry

And if it's worth it to me then I must
And if it's worth it to you then I'll just suck it up
And look for coins on the track down below
I can't drown in the debt that I owe
I can't drown in the debt that I owe
I can't drown in the debt
I mean no disrespect
But I really think I might have to go



Credits
Writer(s): Caleb Sanders
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