I Guess Things Change

We used to spend all night just gaming with the boys
Now the discord call's empty nobody's making noise
I'm just waiting for the invite last online years ago
Beautiful horizons, now everything's feeling vertical
Get a job, fall in love, start a family it's the usual
But I'm just sitting waiting on call I guess I'm delusional
Thinking things would go back to how they used to be before
Playing games without a care, responsibilities ignored

I guess things change
Yeah
We turned the page
Oh
Please don't erase
Oh no
The memories

Alarm rings early, just another day at work
It's been a couple of years why do I still feel the hurt
Not from losing in game or the arguments that played
Cause that shit didn't matter, everything would be okay
I'm talking about the voices, the ones I used to hear
Not the voice in my head, that's the one I truly fear
Telling me I've grown old, no one even really cared
All our stories untold, moments that we used to share
That they didn't really matter, everybody disappeared
In reality, the boys just focused on their careers
Maybe I'm out of focus like the old camera gear
That took our blurry photos throughout graduation year

I'm just losing my mind
I'm just losing my time
Am I losing my life
Oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh
I'm just losing my mind
And I don't know why
Am I losing my life
Oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh
I'm just losing my mind mind mind mind
Am I alive



Credits
Writer(s): Emerson Jake Llaguno
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