Winter Break

I was in a forest, walking backwards, walking forwards and to you
I was in the same place that I first saw your face and I met you
And it started getting colder and our homes were getting warmer too
I hope I can occupy your head while you occupy my living room

And I hope when I come back
You won't go away
And I hope when I come back
I hope you will stay

And my heart starts beating and I start singing
And I start squeezing you way too hard
And I get the feeling that you stopped thinking
And I forgot the most important part
And I start crying and I won't stop whining
Until I get your reassurance
My anxiety and my low self-esteem
Get in the way of everything

Sorry about that thing I said that one time
But you said you didn't care
Since you walked away that day it never really felt the same
And I hope you care
Sorry I didn't hear you in the shower as you walked away
Fucking wish I kissed you and now I'm gonna miss you
Will I see you another day?

And I hope when I come back
I hope you will stay
And I hope when I come back
You won't go away

And my heart starts beating and I start singing
And I start squeezing you way too hard
And I get the feeling that you stopped thinking
And I forgot the most important part
And I start crying and I won't stop whining
Until I get your reassurance
My anxiety and my low self-esteem
Get in the way of everything

It's true it's hard
For me to never fall apart

I got a feeling
I got a feeling this winter's gonna break me
I got a feeling
I got a feeling this winter's gonna break me

I got a feeling
I got a feeling this winter's gonna break me
I got a feeling
I got a feeling this winter's gonna break me
Yeah!