Personally - Archived

Couldn't even get the thought in my head. That we were happily enjoying ourselves. Had the stain of the true bliss in my hands, but all vanished in us. The day you opened the inevitable. Saw regret and sadness in your spectacles. Took them off and showed your true colours, and boy it was dark

From that day on, I saw the updates you had to change now. All the innocent, shyness, bright lights you had were dull now

Personally, take me home. Let me be. I just want you to like me
Personally, come let's go right away. You just wanted to leave me

Time past by and it all gets worse. It wasn't even you that started the curse. I was just being too strange. You tried to rearrange the problems I made. All the lies and exaggerations. All the fears and the daily tensions. You decide to break the verse so I can't rehearse the performance where you'd be the first to see. The worst part is that everything was going your way. No time to breathe again, everything's a flood crashing in my head

You were surrounded by the greats. So I acted like a fake to make you lose yourself to love again

Every time we met I feel you keep coming back to me
I keep waving back at you believe me but
You're long gone. you're all wrong

Just saw you leaving your past behind. Memorised all the stories at the back of my mind. Want to quietly tear myself apart. But when I talk to you I keep on running away from the fight. Stop and pray that somebody helps cause I can't do it alone. Cry all day, help me out, no one wants. No one sees it cause I'm a guy

But then I saw the message. I heard the voices. You raised me up. The fog is gone. You know what you've done