How I Got over Katie (And All the Others)

I got over Katie about 8 months after the break up
When I found out she fucked her best friend about
2 days after the break up
And of course it was the dude
She told me not to worry about
And of course it was on a camping trip
I cried over the phone asking her if she did it
And her answer wasn't no
And her answer wasn't
What are you talking about?
Her answer was why would someone tell you that
They should've known that would hurt you
I got over Selena 3 years after things ended
When we met up for the 10th time and I realized
We just antagonize each other
And if you marry your enemy
You will live your whole life in a trench
Before you die and get buried in a hole
I got over Courtney 3 days after the 3rd time
She left when I realized the end of us
Could be the beginning of me
And why try to sculpt someone into
Being compatible with you anyways
When statues probably don't even fucking
Like being sculpted they just can't run away
In the middle of the night
And I was done with Nina baby two months before I left her
Cuz I was sick of silent treatments I was sick of temper
The silence in the morning was way louder than the blender
And one look from her was stronger than
The coffee her mom had sent her
And I wish that this next part
Was like all of the past parts
But instead of getting over girls
It's getting over past scars
Baggage and the bullshit in my head
Like fucking glass shards
But sike it's still here your healing progress isn't that far
Still looking for the moment
Hunting for an omen
Me or all her promises I don't know what's more broken
From how I smoke these beats dawg
I earned a couple tokens
I'm too towering around my comp like JRR Tolkien
When asking friends their coping mechanism is your coping
And SSRI side effects are daily what you're scoping
The flows are getting filthy now
There's money that I'm grossing
And there's always some girl with who
I'm going through the motions
So could we
Maybe keep
Keep it keep it going baby keep it keep it going baby
We
Maybe please
Keep it keep it going baby keep it keep it going baby
Let's just fuck then cuddle
Then fuck then cuddle
Then fuck then cuddle then fuck
And the butt so bubble
Leave the bed in rubble
Then we sn-snuggle up
A doctor tells me I should try a bath for my depression
He keeps checking the clock while he was making the suggestion
He uses a red pen like a teacher marking questions
Well write all over me cuz fuck it man I need corrections
I try a bath I light a candle or two
My skin is just curling up, and my fingers are all pruned
I know it's so that you could hold on to stuff
While you're soaked through
But when our love started drowning
I couldn't hold on to you?
And when I curl up from crying
Am I holding on to life?
Memories of holding on to you
I'm holding on too tight
Going off on records damn that almost put me on
Baby made me fucking weak I started sipping something strong
I swear to god I almost felt some confidence today
But the minute that I need it man it seems to go away
Scenes that I have seen on scenic routes
That definitely weren't paved
I need a seamstress under extreme stress
Cuz my pockets overweight
I know my values need adjustments, need to reappraise
I only prayed for money, hunting prey and going gaining praise
If I was in a suit in the club
Breaking hearts rocking diamonds
Then I would have fucking confidence in spades?
Fuck that I dream of Geems I dream of Calph and shit
Build them boys a treehouse have them on their Hobbes and Calvin shit
Rappers love to act like they're in studio and scalping it
The only time you see S-T-U is in the alphabet
I'm moving Mac McClung, I'm moving Christian Bale
She said you're fishing for some compliments and we could tell
I told her I'm an entrepreneur bae so what the hell
If I want a compliment I'll pay it to my fucking self
Peter, Susan, Edmund, Lucy hit the wardrobe
The booth is that for me, I bring my go and win award flow
She DM cuz my delivery she said let's shoot a porno
You can't call it delivery these days it's more Digiorno
It's more Diego Maradona Messi moreso
Dining 40 courses on a golf course with a Corso
Course she rock a corset and of course we lost the cork tho
The more I go for man there's more I have to forego
I got a new girl though, she sweeter than some peppermint
Dudes are getting salty from these bars that I have peppered in
Back to my baby, hope we get to baby shepherding
Swear this girl really has me out here getting better man