Serotonin

Doctor I've had enough
Of my state of mind
Always thinking about nothing
To pass the time
So pump me full of chemicals
Make me into an animal
As long as you kill the pain
Take a scalpel to my head
I would rather be braindead
Than have to use my brain

Now I'm flying
Back to Rhode Island
Only to wake up in Tennessee
Don't stop listening
Make like a good friend
And get the hell
Get the hell away from me

To want to do your worst
And know you'll be forgiven
And even though nothing's changed
You've made a world of difference
And I can see my face
On a dim old computer screen
And it means everything to me
Just don't call it a tragedy

Doctor I've had enough
Of my state of mind
I feel like I repeat myself
All the time
So give me an analogy
Am I like Bukowski?
Or am I just a lost soul?
Please will you convince me
There is something wrong with me
Your medicine takes its toll

Now I'm crawling
Don't feel like walking
But I still need to get around
Unlocking doors
Tearing cardboard
I've got to get out
But I will not be there

To want to do your worst
And know you'll be forgiven
And even though nothing's changed
You've made a world of difference
And I can see my face
On a dim old computer screen
And it means everything to me
Just don't call it a tragedy

Doctor I've had enough
Of my worthless life
I'll only amount to nothing
You were right
You've got a way out?
Shut up and take my money
I'll be heading over now
So do good by me
Cause I will not be here

To want to do your worst
And know you'll be forgiven
And even though nothing's changed
You've made a world of difference
And I can see my face
On a dim old computer screen
And it means everything to me
Just don't call it a tragedy