HOLD A GOOD THOUGHT

I can be so damn forgetful
But I ain't never made no guarantees
I know that much
Shit
I could feel short-sighted, narrow-minded, intertwined in left-it-all-behind-me's
You said, "It's something not adding up"

You had enough of me and my mistakes
Damn
I can't find no one to take your place
As if it wasn't already bad enough
You had to touch and tease at my expense again
And now explained so far away

Though, it's a far cry from easy
Hold a good thought for me, baby
Recall the things we felt too deep to swear they can't be so
Hold a good thought for me, babe
Only good thoughts and memories that make believe
It's not just me with thumbs between your pages

I can't find you
Sometimes you
Slip by me
I'm terrified it's
Nothing left but more heartache

Just remember the sparks flying ignited
A night sky that subsided
Now, what is left but more heartache, unbridled
Star shine and
Sunshine that's spotlighted
Subsided

Though, it's a far cry from easy
Hold a good thought for me, baby
Recall the things we felt too deep to swear they can't be so
Hold a good thought for me, babe
Only good thoughts and memories that make believe
It's not just me with thumbs between your pages

I, I need another hour
To see it straight
The bitter and the sour
The give and take
I stumbled to a way out over your wall
But when I wanna say goodbye, there's panic in my mind

(The sun shining)
I know

It's not just me with thumbs between your pages

(Take three)