bad enough

I gave you all of me, and I don't even get half back
Traded silver for gold, it's starting to turn into brass
Put my heart on my sleeve, you told me to clean up the mess
Wish I didn't have to feel worse to finally feel the best

You are only seeing what I want you to know
The thing that swept under the rug, I'll never show
I couldn't change if I wanted to
You gotta take a break before it takes you
And you are cold, but you don't care
Cause you are finally what is wanted
You are sick, but you are fine
Cause it is never bad enough, bad enough
Bad enough, bad enough, bad enough
Oh, it never gets bad enough

Don't ask for help, you know you did this to yourself
You know you're a fake
And they're all waiting for you to come crashing down
Cause nothing gets bad enough
Bad enough, bad enough, bad enough
Bad enough, bad enough
No nothing is ever, ever, ever
And if I could go back in time would I choose this path for me?
To lock myself in a box that I don't think I'll ever free
I'd reach the moon, I'd touch the sun
But you want me to swim
And I can only run
And nothing is good enough, good enough
Good enough
You'll never be good enough