i don’t see you (how i used to)

Blur back to the little black dress
That you didn't want me to know
I believed when you said you were clean
But there was coke in the back of the drawer

Silence and another bad fight
'Til I'm crying, "Can't we just go home?"
My last time in our pretty green house
And collapsin' on the side of the road

Now I don't see you, I don't see it anymore
How I used to think I finally found the cure
For my anger and my stolen years, stolen pride
I don't see you how I used to anymore

Last night, I was walking alone
And I saw your blue car at the light
I sighed, and I thought
"Thank God, I'm not riding in the passenger side"

Headphones, I was hummin' a song
That you definitely wouldn't have liked
Then, I turned around, and I turned it up
And it wasn't even out of spite

Now I don't see you, I don't see it anymore
How I used to think I finally found the cure
For my anger and my stolen years, stolen pride
I don't see you how I used to anymore

I don't see you even when I'm sleepin' lately
And I don't think 'bout
All the ways that you made me hate me
And I don't see you around here anymore, I'm not angry
And you don't know how little I think about you lately

Now I don't see you, I don't see it anymore
How I used to think I finally found the cure
For my anger and my stolen years, stolen pride
I don't see you how I used to anymore