Novocaine Heart (feat. Ex- Girlfriend)

The aftermath is always so much harder than the start
Picking up the pieces of a life we tore apart
Diving off the cliff face into the great unknown
Are you scared? Are you worried?
I don't do well on my own
Am I who I used to be?
Am I someone new entirely?

You've made a mess of me
And left me all alone
I need a novocaine heart
So I don't feel anymore

What kills me most is how you think that you did nothing wrong
It started out so perfect but just left me feeling flawed
Now this emptiness sits deep inside
I feel so hollow from your lies
You're not the only one who's scared of leaving this behind
But I have to try
I'm taking back my life

You've made a mess of me
(You've made a mess of me)
And left me all alone
(I'm trying not to break down)
I need a novocaine heart
(Pump it into my veins)
So I don't feel anymore
(I've been dead since you walked away)

My guilty hands and your guilty tongue
Confusing obsession with love
The world keeps spinning but I just can't breathe
The razors edge and oblivion
A suicidal architect
Blur the lines between your window ledge
I wish it was you in the end
But now there's only bitterness
You through with me?
And I swear one day we'll
Forget this ever happened
I swear one day it
Won't hurt so bad

You've made a mess of me
(You've made a mess of me)
And left me all alone
(I'm trying not to break down)
I need a novocaine heart
(Pump it into my veins)
So I don't feel anymore
(I've been dead since you walked away)



Credits
Writer(s): Jesse Alezano
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