Melatonin

Don't fucking tweet this
I give a fuck if you hear this
But if you play this your speakers
And someone's asking, who is this
You can tell him it's Justin
But half our friends call him JB
He don't really be rapping
But still he flows kinda crazy
Swear I've never been lazy, cause ever since I'm a baby
Been taking Adderall daily, but still that shit makes me hate me
Cause it makes me feel stupid, like why the fuck do I need this
Fuck these learning disorders, frustrated why I can't read this
There's a chance you are smarter, but I guarantee I work harder
And I'm just trying to be rich
And I'm trying to never have daughters
Pray my mom's always happy, I played a role as my father
So I created a story, and made sure I was the author
One thing that this has taught me, is I can learn on my own
I'm paying bills, I'm getting grades, I'm working off all these loans
Now it's I'm the shit, these tracks are lay, I think I got Crohn's
But it's same old questions every day, old people with phones

They say how you be feeling, but it depends when they asking
Cause I could be super passive, and then just not let you have it
But there's no need to mask it, because this feeling is magic
I'm on a wave, it ain't crashing, I'm on a wave, it ain't crashing
They say how you be feeling, but it depends when they asking
Cause I could be super passive, and then just not let you have it
But there's no need to mask it, because this feeling is magic
I'm on a wave, it ain't crashing, I'm on a wave, it ain't crashing

Melatonin, I'm dreaming
I didn't say I was sleeping
I'm talking eyes to the ceiling, I'm watching lies I be living
I got a drink that I'm filling
I didn't say I was drinking
I might pretend to be sipping, but I seen alcoholism
Every sip that I'm taking, it kinda feels like I'm with him
And yo, you know I fucking love you, but I wanna be different
I got genes for addictions, and I ain't screwing my children
And I don't know if you listen, but I'm here to rebuild the building
So I just go back to the same old clap, with the same old rhythm
On a brand new track, with a brand new me, like Kim K's dad
And I looked all good, but I felt so sad
But don't feel bad, cause that's my bad
I was an ass, I had no class
This whole past year, I wasn't here
You gotta go, I volunteer
I fixed myself, I'm in the clear
I'm rolling deep, I'm dropping fear
But If I fall asleep, no don't you steer
Cause whatever's near, I'm fucking here
Let's bring it on, with no pom-poms
On a song so long, with a kid so wrong
With a drink so strong
Drake so far gone
With a thought that's calm
In a constant yawn

They say how you be feeling, but it depends when they asking
Cause I could be super passive, and then just not let you have it
But there's no need to mask it, because this feeling is magic
I'm on a wave, it ain't crashing, I'm on a wave, it ain't crashing
They say how you be feeling, but it depends when they asking
Cause I could be super passive, and then just not let you have it
But there's no need to mask it, because this feeling is magic
I'm on a wave, it ain't crashing, I'm on a wave, it ain't crashing



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Writer(s): Justin Bradley
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