Something Isn't Right

Swallowed a couple of pills
Dopamine gave me a thrill
But the high didn't cure anything
It showed me what I'll never be
Layed on the carpet all night
Made shadows that changed with the light
Your silence, no it doesn't hurt me
But talking to ceilings gets lonely

'Cause it's always me on the end of the other line
Waiting for someone to see past the "I'm fine"

But something isn't right, Oh god
If this is fight or flight, I'll run
Falling but still on the ground
'Cause I'm the one taking me down

A canvas that I couldn't paint
Like my future I envision it blank
Exhausted by every decision
Talking but nobody listens

'Cause it's always me on the end of the other line
Waiting for someone to see past the "I'm fine"

But something isn't right, Oh god
If this is fight or flight, I'll run
Falling but still on the ground
'Cause I'm the one taking me down

It's not your fault I'm in the deep end
Won't ask for help, forgot how to swim in
What if I can't shake off this feeling?
Self sabotage, call it a weakness
It's not your fault I'm in the deep end
Won't ask for help, forgot how to swim in
What if I can't shake off this feeling?
Self sabotage, call it a weakness

But something isn't right, something isn't right
But something isn't right, Oh god
If this is fight or flight, I'll run

Oh god
If this is fight or flight, I'll run
These thoughts they aren't mine, it's just
Someone else inside and she won
Falling but still on the ground
'Cause she's the one taking me, taking me
Taking me, taking me, taking me down
She's taking me down, she's taking me down
She's taking me down