I Chose This

This is my life now
Not gonna last long
But I don't give a fuck
It's the life that I chose

Just keep it in mind
Cause one day I'ma have to go
You tryna make me mad
Bitch that shit is so laughable

You know what's on my head
You know why im taking meds
Did you really mean the things you said?
That you regret the time we had

I had hope but
It was pointless
Now I hate how I feel
I'm so fucking high I don't know what's real
You know I keep it on me just in case I need to kill
All these demons in my living room are looking for me
Yeah, forgive me bae
I'm never gonna go back
This is my life now

I guess that this is my life now
You know that I chose this
Baby I chose this
I chose this

You try to make me mad
But that shit doesn't work
I only wanted you
I never wanted to hurt

You think your so fucking perfect
You made me feel worthless
I could of showed you love
Could have gave you a purpose

You tried to fool a legend
Without knowing its me
Im always staying humble
So you thought it would mean
That maybe I wouldn't mean shit
Now that you've seen it
Your questioning it all
Could you really believe it?

All those days
I made it through the struggle
I could never be a lame
But if I'm gone fall
Then the world might change
And if I'm gone ball
Then I'd rather start today
Cause you know I can't wait, bae

I had hope but
It was pointless
Now I hate how I feel
I'm so fucking high I don't know what's real
You know I keep it on me - need to kill
All these demons - looking for me
Yeah, forgive me bae
I'm never gonna go back
This is my life now



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