Down and Out

I'm sorry I'm vacant again
I know you're spilling your guts at 2am
And I'm spilling mine too, but not about you,
It's a case of the sidewalk flu

I know its tough to stick around
Priced out of this town
But can't you get a grip and just suck it up?

Maybe you'll come back one day
But till then I'm afraid
This one last party is the last of my luck

I get drunk with my friends, with my friends
The party fuels my glow for a bit
"That looks fun" all my friends condescend
The floor is cool and I don't mind when I'm down and out of it, again

Is this what's next?
I'll stay right where I am just for a couple more checks
Pretend that I'm working, then call you for a few
Confide that all my fears weren't entirely undue

We lost another one today
Yeah, he fucked off upstate and
The dread is finally sinking in

I'm disintegrating
I wish I couldn't feel a thing
I can't remember our last party, can we do it again?

I'm losing my friends, all my friends
Yeah the party boys take hit after hit
"I recommend you get out of your head," they said
I don't know what else you want me to admit
The world has gone to shit and I'm down and out of it again

Theres gotta be more to life than banging my head against the same four walls
Theres gotta be more to life than banging my head against the same four walls
Theres gotta be more to life than this

Theres gotta be more to life than banging my head against the same four walls
Theres gotta be more to life than banging my head against the same four walls
Theres gotta be more to life than banging my head against the same four walls
Theres gotta be more to life than banging my head against the same four walls
Theres gotta be more to life than banging my head against the same four walls
Theres gotta be more to life than
Theres gotta be more to life than this