Laundry

Wearing the red zip I got you for Christmas
Now it's already May
Thanking a god I don't believe in that I
Earned all your forgiveness
And we both knew in the summer you'd go away
Wishing on the clock just past eleven
Praying on your safety like
It's an obsession

I'll throw you a party
I'll rewrite the story
I'll pick up your laundry
I'Il say to my friends
That we still have great sex
And that you still love me
And mostly that's true
You're good to me too
But what if I can't stand up without you

What good will that do?
If that plane went down and you didn't know how to swim
Yeah the things is now
That I don't think I could live
And it's not romantic
And it's not profound
I'm just getting real anxious and getting real loud
About how I can't take care of myself yet and
How are you are really not helping it

I'll throw you a party
I'll rewrite the story
I'll pick up your laundry
I'll say to my friends
That we still have great sex
And that you still love me
And all of that's true
You're good to me too
But what if I can't stand up without you

I didn't wear makeup all weekend
My skins gotten worse
Tried to save up my paycheque
Tequila got it first
I'm trying my best
Not to be a fucking helium ballon
But I float away without you
Ever since you left everything gone to total shit
And I ghosted my therapist
In the name of independence
I'm trying best
Not to keep relying on you

I'll throw you a party
I'll re write the story
I'll pick up your laundry
I'Il say to my friends
That we still have great sex
And that you still love me



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Writer(s): Ashley Cornall
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